I look outside my window and I see nothing but rain, my nose is runny and it is getting colder at night. Seriously it's as if someone pulled the plug of our Summer season.

I'm not complaining though, I love fall but the whole change over is simply annoying and pulls me out of my routine. For example I feel like drinking hot choco and watching movies all day long, I tend to be pulled back into Asian horror, drama's and comedy series and I start listening to Asian pop music at random. This season I decided on Utada Hikaru's This is love song, been listening to it non stop since this morning, when it starts getting winter I'm almost certain that I will start hating it.

School started as well, however it has been a week and already I'm hating it. They have a new building attached to ours and so for the public eye they placed guards on every corner, you're not allowed to eat or drink in the hallways and you have a new entrance on the other side. Really as a school senior class-member I feel so insulted by all this, in my 3 years that I have wandered there no one has ever even had the nerve to call me or anyone else back because they had a cup in their hands and were walking in the hallway. I'm not the only one, every oen is pissed off at the new regime that is plaguing our school.

The next couple months I will also be VERY busy, I got evicted from my home so I'm going to be low on cash for a while (that while int he next couple months I have to pay double the school fee which will be about a 150% higher than my income for that month). Since it is my last year and after this I want to move to Amsterdam again (if I get through in the film academy that is of course, planning and dreaming is nice but it will have to happen first) I hope I can get a a place long enough and not get evicted again. The eviction was even through court, I didn't get warned but instead got a letter from the district that I was to show up at court at a certain date with the claim that the district wanted me out within 2 days, really they had never even let me know that they were planning on suing me. Apparently the house I have been living in for quite a while was about to be sold by the district to some drug addiction rehabilitation clinic and so they wanted em out asap, too bad the 2 days changed into 8 weeks so I have a while to figure out what I'm going to do but either way this sucks.

Not only this, but I need to find a new internship address again also (since our school is too lazy to find one for its students), I really don't feel like applying and going to the intake meetings. I also have to write myself on the waiting list for a home in Amsterdam in case I do get accepted in the school I want to go, since I live far FAR away I get the priority list but figuring this all out is really time consuming and stressful (also cause you have to pay to get on the list and like I said I have little money lol I have 10 bucks for the next 2 weeks XD )

The one thing I am exited about is my end year project, we can make up a school project and then get to work on it for 6 months before handing it in as an exam. I've always wanted to make my own cellphone commercial, I think car and phone commercials are one of the best (even if I don't give a shit about phones or cars, heck I'm not that technical) and so I decided to make my own phone and make a commercial with it. I'll keep you updated about it of course, however there might be a problem already and it is making me tear my hair out right now: I need a green screen room to make my recordings but our school is so low budget that they threw out the only bit of green screen they had (wallpaper roll that was painted green, can you imagine >.< ), they were planning on getting a new one but that might be done at the end of the year when I am supposed to graduate. However the new building (owned by another school) has a recording studio and a green-screen room, a room for God's sake a fucking square room with green screen all over it and high class lighting equipment! Now next week I have to figure out with my teacher and their school-board if I can make my recordings there, it's that or I have to make my own green-screen room and of course school would expect me to pay for it (which is impossible because it is too expensive for me to afford). I just hope this gets resolved quickly..

I was also thinking of selling my drawings, just to get some extra cash flowing in you know?
But that later, I don't even know yet if anyone would be willing to buy work by me D:
anyway, Karu over and out~